I am discovering an utterly new level of 'total embrace'... one that is shaking my roots ( for those of you into astrology I have Chiron transiting my IC) and quivering the foundations of this life in a BIG way... there is a raw roar sounding in the belly of this humanness and it is calling like never before to be totally held in the arms of love....in the Heart of God... it's like every place I have visited before is pounding on the door of my heart... the calling is insistent, persistent, compelling....
forget about healing this is something else...
I'm discovering there is no healing... just a respite...this final onslaught of self is the great teacher... and what is it teaching? that healing is not required.. there is nothing to heal in the unreal..
of course I can spend lifetimes in that pursuit if I wish... moving energy from here to there.. this is something else.. this is the learning to love in another way .... this is truly taking care of my self.....where hell and heaven walk hand in hand through the door of the heart with a roar of unity.. where human and divine melt and merge in the tender ache of loving the lack of love.. where standing alone is falling utterly into the lover's arms ... where the storm of earth life meets the sparkle of solar radiance and makes universal rainbows.....where I'm walking in the dark on tiptoes along a golden gossamer thread of connectivity.... Self to self...
it's terribly beautiful..
the guides? tenderness with willingness...
the sustenance? knowing only 'I' can do this...
the gift? knowing this is absolutely unavoidably necessary..
the joke? God is found in hell... and heaven... and everywhere in-between
How can She/He not be anywhere everywhere 'I' am?
WOW!
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